Sunday, 19 March 2017

Lost in a fog.....





As you may have noticed from my last blog, I've been lost in a bit of a fog *cough* lately, it's been an ongoing slow erosion of doing anything for my Spiritual journey, it's not through lack of interest or lack of faith, more a lack of oomph on my part.

I still feel the same, only now I don't actively set any time aside to do anything.

Even the 'tricks' I've used in the past to put the drive back in, watching Practical Magic, reading my loved books etc just haven't had the power to get me back to it.  I haven't picked up a crystal or my oracle cards in months!  

So, today I picked up my favourite deck - Enchanted Map and pulled ....


Intention - now how apt is that and it has my Totem Animal and my favourite plant....

I have to set the intention to set some time aside for my Spiritual side, no more worrying what people think of me.  I have to set the intention that I will re-align and cleanse my chakra's on a regular basis, I have to set the intention that I will get my crystals out and cleanse them and start to work on them and I also have to set the intention to honour the Path that I am on ....

Sometimes, I feel that I am the only one in the world that has these struggles, but I have to know that the only one that walks this Path is me, others may walk beside me now and then, but their Path will take them where they need to go and mine will meander on it's way....

Right, so I'm off to meditate on my intentions!

Love n light to all


Sunday, 12 March 2017

Been a while....

So, it's been a while since I blogged anything, it's been a while since I journalled anything, in fact it's been a long while since I've done anything but work .....

I've recently had to take a week off of work and I've had a lot of time to think / meditate and I realised that I hadn't just stumbled on my Spiritual Path, but had leapt off and landed in a puddle of quick sand that I hadn't moved from since............ well, forever it seems!!

That has to change, and it has to change today.... but how do you find your way back?  Do I want to go back, or should I look at this from a new perspective and follow a different fork in the road?

One thing I am positive about is that I am a Witch with very eclectic tastes.  I am not a 'one size fits all Witch' ....

I have isolated myself partly as protection and partly from fear of going through the same round a round of being used and abused by those I placed my trust in.

I am by nature very trusting, I give my trust easily and then wonder what's wrong with me when the people I put my trust in have feet of clay..... is this a life lesson - yeah probably, but it's one that I have been very slow to learn.

How to you 'get back' in the swing, well for me it's going to have to be a 'back to basics' read the books that ignited the passion in me, read and research Path's that I've been drawn to but been put off due to me procrastinating or fear of comparisons being drawn....

One thing I have 'finally' figured out is that I can only ever please one person, and that person is me... people are going to have issues with me and that's down to them, I can't control how they act, but I can control my reaction (or non-reaction) to them.  It's way past time that I stepped out from this barricade I've built round myself and allowed my light to shine....

Tonight I am going to mediate, clear my chakra's and ask for guidance on the way forward... watch this space :)