Sunday, 12 March 2017

Been a while....

So, it's been a while since I blogged anything, it's been a while since I journalled anything, in fact it's been a long while since I've done anything but work .....

I've recently had to take a week off of work and I've had a lot of time to think / meditate and I realised that I hadn't just stumbled on my Spiritual Path, but had leapt off and landed in a puddle of quick sand that I hadn't moved from since............ well, forever it seems!!

That has to change, and it has to change today.... but how do you find your way back?  Do I want to go back, or should I look at this from a new perspective and follow a different fork in the road?

One thing I am positive about is that I am a Witch with very eclectic tastes.  I am not a 'one size fits all Witch' ....

I have isolated myself partly as protection and partly from fear of going through the same round a round of being used and abused by those I placed my trust in.

I am by nature very trusting, I give my trust easily and then wonder what's wrong with me when the people I put my trust in have feet of clay..... is this a life lesson - yeah probably, but it's one that I have been very slow to learn.

How to you 'get back' in the swing, well for me it's going to have to be a 'back to basics' read the books that ignited the passion in me, read and research Path's that I've been drawn to but been put off due to me procrastinating or fear of comparisons being drawn....

One thing I have 'finally' figured out is that I can only ever please one person, and that person is me... people are going to have issues with me and that's down to them, I can't control how they act, but I can control my reaction (or non-reaction) to them.  It's way past time that I stepped out from this barricade I've built round myself and allowed my light to shine....

Tonight I am going to mediate, clear my chakra's and ask for guidance on the way forward... watch this space :)




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